ᴍɪᴇᴄᴢʏsʟᴀᴡ "ѕтιℓєѕ" sᴛɪʟɪɴsᴋɪ (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
phonetically) wrote2015-02-07 02:01 pm
phonetically) wrote2015-02-07 02:01 pm
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"You've got Stiles -- or you would if I were here right now, which, I'm not. I think phone etiquette is the same here, so you should know the drill. If you want something, yada yada, but here's an extra option. Call Scott if it's an emergency. And if it's really an emergency, call until he picks up. Otherwise, I'll get back to you when I can. Peace, Atia."
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husbands.
so the curse messed with your head?
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i was in love with him
at least, it felt like i was
we were friends before it happened
he was my first friend that wasn't from BH
and then one day it was like i woke up
and he was everything
he was the first guy i ever slept with
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doesn't it mean something more?
like chemically
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and it wasn't only one time
so...
does that kinda thing stick around though?
in our brains i mean
[We see you and your Malia thoughts, Stiles.]
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you mean, cursed or not cursed
i mean, it's supposed to? but i don't know if it means the same thing for guys cause for girls it's like, pheromones or something.
girls and guys i mean, not guys and guys.
why wouldn't it stick around
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we were married for a week
and we're both wolves
i've never slept with a guy uncursed
i thought pheromones work on everyone
like you just like guy pheromones if you're into guys
even if you are a guy
something changes in our brains when we're cursed
maybe all of it goes away when it's lifted?
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i don't know scott i'm not a pheromone expert
unless, over time, it like, overlays. or affects us in other ways. isn't that atia's goal, to broaden what we like or want?
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it was intense
and that was like my first month here
but i can't forget it
she would totally probably do that
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this island turned me bi
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if the island turned me bi before does that make me bi now or future-bi?
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i never even thought about guys before
like at all
uh
past-bi?
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is it like when you go black?
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back.
like, once you get a taste of the bi life
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OH
maybe?
but does it count if you don't remember it??
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just because a past-you was comfortable with guys
or, comfortable with just one guy
that doesn't mean now-you is
you don't have to hold yourself to that, right?
past-you was different in a lot of ways
do what makes you feel happy and safe
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and like we were ever safe
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the guy thing, because of atia is like this, looming pendulum.
also, we were talking about you and not me.
just because past-me did anything, it doesn't mean i will. and if i do, i'll do them differently.
you don't have to worry about me and any guys any time soon.
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she just needs time
girls always do
i'm not worried dude
if that's what you want, go for it
but only if now-you wants it, yknow?
just watching out for you
it's my job
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she said we had to be with other people.
yeah, i know. if it helps, i have no idea what i actually want. past-me be damned. i mean, i know what i don't want. (guys. not malia)
but i guess i'm not like, 100 percent door closed guy when it comes to
guys
just because
idk
you better expect the same in return
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